Tangan-tangan



Life sometimes can be so amusing...Ada masa kita jadi clumsy sangat..bingung..tak faham itu ..tak faham ini...why it shud happen? nape cam ni? nape camtu..? Bengang..Stress...We are sooo focus to the problem and we keep on running in a circle...Ada masa we've become too close with the issue sampai kita tak lansung nampak the solution.... or even nampak, we tend to ignore or deny it...We tend to make life so complicated..bende simple, tapi kita sendiri yang menyukarkan..hehehe


When God created us, He only gave us two hands or at least one or probably half....whatever it is, He has never given us three hands or five hands or seven hands with an intention so that we can do more work!!! Coz He knows...we can easily manage two hands or lesser compared to seven..just imagine..kalau kita naik bas...and everybody ada 7 atau 8 tangan..dok menggapai sana sini...tak ke bas tu jadi tak tentu arah kat dalam dia.... hehehe


But kita selalu kata kan..either directly or indirectly..alangkah bagusnye kalau aku dapat 3 - 4 tangan ..sure banyak bende aku buleh buat dalam satu masa....hehehe


Sebenarnya Allah tidak menjadikan sesuatu itu sia-sia dan Dia sama sekali tidak akan meletakkan kita di dalam satu situasi diluar kemampuan kita...Dia ciptakan kita dengan dua tangan dan Dia berpesan :


"Hai orang2 beriman, minta tolonglah kamu dengan sabar dan sembahyang, sesungguhnya Allah beserta orang2 yang sabar."


"Berdoalah kepada ku, nescaya akan ku perkenankan doa kalian.."


"Dan perintahkanlah keluargamu serta para pengikutmu mendirikan sembahyang dan hendaklah kamu tekun dan sabar menunaikannya. Kami tidak meminta rezeki darimu, bahkan Kamilah yang memberikan rezeki kepadamu. Dan kesudahan yang baik adalah bagi orang-orang yang bertaqwa."


Dia tahu, ada waktu kita takkan dapat handle semua sekali seperti yang diharapkan kerana kita bersifat lemah dan tidak sempurna. Sebab itulah Dia sentiasa ingin kita ingat dan kembali padaNya dan bergantung harap pada belas kasihan serta kekuasaanNya.


There's a time we feel lost, exhausted and down...Just remember, Allah is there for us...He gives us His light and wisdom so that we can see and understand, His arms so that we can lay down and rest, He lend us His hands so that we can complete our duty, He gives us His everlasting love so that we dont feel lonely and left behind...


Thank you Allah for Your love and mercy... Everytime I come to You, You've always given me the perfect answer and guidance. You've helped me to keep what I shouldn't lose and You've made my 'today' always better than 'yesterday'. What more can I say....


"Sesungguhnya tangan-tangan dan bahu yang memikul dan mengerjakan tugas-tugas berat dan sukar demi mencari rezeki yang halal, itulah tangan-tangan yang disayangi oleh Allah."

Kiblatku

Sejauh mana pun ku lari
Menggapai hasrat yang terpendam
Biar berkali rebah ku bangun
Walau payah
Kuhimpun kudrat dan harapan
Mengiringi azam yang usang
Sinar seakan pudar

Bila terbit sang suria
Begitulah semangat tegar
Meskipun musim kan silih berganti
Ku terus melangkah
Daku gagahi
Mencari arah
Oh Tuhan
Sinarilah kiblatku

Keringat diteman embunan
Kicau unggas turut berdoa
Purnama bagai tenangkan perang
Di dalam hati
Kuhimpun kudrat dan harapan
Mengiringi azam yang usang
Sinar seakan pudar

Bila terbit sang suria
Begitulah semangat tegar
Meskipun musim kan silih berganti
Ku terus melangkah
Daku gagahi
Mencari arah
Oh Tuhan
Sinari lah kiblat ku

Kala sujud ku ada kesyukuran
Dalam mimpi ada sedih
Menghantui andai ku alpa
Langit kejayaan ku
Berkiblat pada Mu
Hanya satu...

By : Hazami

Di Rumah Ketenangan...

Sekitar Masjid Bandaraya Kota Kinabalu (28hb March 2009)

"Hanyasanya yang layak memakmurkan (menghidupkan) masjid-masjid Allah itu ialah orang-orang yang beriman kepada Allah dan hari akhirat serta mendirikan sembahyang dan menunaikan zakat dan tidak takut melainkan kepada Allah, (dengan adanya sifat-sifat yang tersebut) maka adalah diharapkan mereka menjadi dari golongan yang mendapat petunjuk." (Surah At-Taubah : Ayat 18)

What a Day...

+/-6.00am : Big test for me..my blog turn blackout….arrghh! I dunno what happened...last nite I did something to the layout..and this morning all gone..luckily I did back up the ori copy in my hard drive…tapi tak semua aku boleh restore..to those yang follow my blog...ampun pak..ampun neng...my humble apology..bukan saja nak delete korang..masalahye..banyak lagi gadget aku yang ilang and have to restore…so kalau ada masa, sila lah update diri anda diruang-ruang penyimpanan yang sepatutnye….

9 am : Met developer’s contractor at site…They need to fix all the cracks and leaks on the wall of my new house..I dun understand. They’ve just completed the house 5 – 6 months ago and yet the house already cracked and leaked here and there…Poor contractor..temperature kat luar hari ni amat panas..so kena lagi nampak workmanship yang teruk camtu, habih dia kena taruh ngan aku…lama betul aku tak marah orang camtu…after took pictures as evidences..completed report..then aku blah..another appointment waiting..supposed to be 10:30am..but aku keluar dari site pun dah 11:00…cian orang tunggu aku..

11:30am : After rushing and drive about 100km/hr (kat KK ni kira dah laju bangat nih)..i reached the venue..kesian mamat tu dah kering tunggu aku…he passed me his resume…asking for assistance to find him a suitable job…after discuss hati ke hati…then dia pun dah semangat sikit…aku rush lagi untuk another appointment..

12:30pm : Hah..yang ni lunch appointment..potential business deal ngan new prospect…aku rase aku order makan tu banyak..tapi tah kemana mana makanan tu..aku tak rase pun dalam perut aku ni hah…dah Bismillah k…after chit-chat for a while…we saw some light at the end of the tunnel…

Then, aku dah kena rush lagi pi wedding anak kawan aku/ex classmate…hehehe…aku sendiri tak kawin lagi…anak kawan aku dah kawin…waduh..cabaran besar ini!!!..aku janji nak sampai rumah dia jam 2pm….but I left the restaurant pun dah 1:45pm lebih kurang..addehh…speeding lagi…

2: 10pm : Sampai rumah kawan aku yang sepatutnya join aku pi sekali….dia pulak tengah atur staff dia yang patut ke site untuk buat maintenance landscape..last minute arrangement…adduuhh..rase nak menjerit…but what to do…kami sama sama faham keje masing masing…dia pun dah nampak muka aku nak jadi monster..cepat-cepat settle and GO!...and it was 2:40pm roughly…

3:15pm : Baru sampai rumah pengantin…hehehe…member dah nak keluar belalai merajuk kat kitaorang..haih..nak buat camne…cari makan punya hal…

And guys, believe it or not…dalam aku rushing sana sini tu..aku sempat singgah amik gambar kat masjid…nanti aku upload eh…

The lesson is, masa itu amat berharga and sekiranya dirancang and ditadbir dengan baik..memang banyak benda kita boleh accomplish dalam hidup ni... dan insya’Allah hidup akan lebih diberkati jika kita sentiasa ingat 5 perkara sebelum 5 perkara…


“Men have never planned to fail, but they've always failed to plan..”

Ok..gotta go kejap..jom tutup lampu ramai-ramai!!!! Sayangi bumi kita!!!

Things that we've taken for granted...


Sometimes, during our long journey...we tend to forget things...certain things that we thought should be a minor issue...but we never know, what is not important to us..could be a lifetime treasure for somebody...what we perceived as a necessity might not be for some party...Ended with misunderstanding and misconception...We left the path that we've build together based on trust, love and kindness...

Then Allah says :


"And by the mercy of Allah, you dealt with them gently. And you been severe and harsh-hearted, they would have broken away from about you; so pass over (their faults), and ask (Allah) forgiveness for them; and consult them in affairs. Then when you have taken decision, put your trust in Allah, certainly, Allah loves those who put their trust (in Him)." (Aal 'Imran 3:159)


May Allah forgive me for the decision that I've made...With Your mercy, I return her safely in Your hand and guidance...if she meant to stay with me...then it's a gift from you my Lord until hereafter...

Reminds me to this poem :

Fold two hands together, and express a dash of sorrow
Marinate it overnight, and work on it tomorrow
Chop one grudge in tiny pieces, and several cups of love
Dredge with a large sized smie, mix it with the ingredients above..

Dissolve the hate within you, by doing a good deed
Cut in and help your friend, if he/she should be in need
Stir in laughter, love and kindess, from the heart it has to come
Toss with genuine forgiveness, and give your friend some!
The amount of people serves, will depend on you
It can serve the whole wide world, if you really want it to!



"An apology is a lovely perfume; it can transform the clumsiest moment into a gracious gift"

KLIA

While waiting for my flight to KK, I did this test...copied from my lil zayan's blog...

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?


Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.


The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.


How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Jangan ada benci

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta memungkiri janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku


Salam...rasanye hari ni aku banyak menghampakan harapan or perhaps melukakan hati orang..maafkan aku saudara-saudaraku...aku ni memang bukan insan terbaik ..maafkan aku kerana tidak berupaya memenuhi atau memusakan hati semua orang...lantaran kasihku padaNya...aku terpaksa membuat pilihan yang bagiku amat berat...

Ada masanya aku terpaksa membuat keputusan yang aku sendiri tak suka...maafkan aku...dalam kehidupan yang serba singkat ni, kita selalu kena buat pilihan kan...Jadi aku memilih Dia..Dia yang lebih hampir padaku lebih dari urat saraf ku sendiri...Dan aku sedar..dengan memilih Dia..sesungguhnya aku juga telah memilih sesuatu yang terbaik buat kalian...

Maafkan aku diatas segala ketidaksempurnaan ku...dan doakan lah aku sepertimana aku sentiasa mendoakan kebahagiaan mu walau dimana kau berada...Someone used to tell me, jauh dimata, jauh jugak dihati...tapi pada aku tidak...kau memang jauh dari penglihatan dan jangkauan fizikal ku...but in actual fact, you are always close to my heart...and my prayer will always be with you.

For your love and mercy

Another day in my life....another day in my journey...

Sometimes I wonder, why certain things have to happen..and why same things have to repeat itself...Have I not learned enough from the lesson...? Or is it just a mere reason..not for me...but just to answer somebody's prayer...

My dear Lord, only You know what I'm goin' thru and what exactly i feel deep inside me...pls help me to go through this journey safely coz I realized.. I have nobody this time besides You...


Little pain in my heart


Pernah tak u rase...at one point when you are searching for a cure to heal you soul, you suddenly found something undeniably precious in your life..? Something yang buat you rase alive again after a long and silent 'death'...Sesuatu yang buat you 'remembered' and 'rediscovered' your ownself that once lost without a trace...Something yang all by it trueself helped you to ease away all the agony and sorrow deep inside you..

You just cant help but to make a wish that you'll be able to keep it with you as long as you live and you are willing to do anything for it even if it means to give up half of our life..as long as you stil breathing..knowing that you can always have something to turn to for a shoulder to cry on...a heart that willing to listen when the whole world turned to darkness and against you...So much so until you dont want to lose it from your grip...

But...Subhanallah... Allah always knows better what's the best for us aite...? And there's always a conflict between 'doing the right thing' and 'do things right'...? Tak kira macam mana sekalipun kita lari, masa dan ketika itu tetap akan sampai...kita akan diminta melepaskan 'sesuatu' yang telah dipinjamkan kepada kita untuk suatu sebab yang hanya Dia mengerti...

But, mampukah aku nak menghadapi kebenaran itu untuk sekali lagi...??? Mampukah aku nak hadapi hakikat yang dia tidak akan sama seperti dulu...things have changed and more changes will be seen...and the fact is, I pray for this change to happen coz aku nak dia happy..but at the same time my fear of knowing the fact that I will lose it and hurt myself for another round cant be denied...Tell me my dear Lord...for Your greatest love and mercy...how can my little heart carry this task again....tell my how to complete it without losing my sanity...for Your greatness and kindness...help me my dear Lord coz you know me more than I ever knew myself...

Alakay's Day Out

Salam...

Ari ni aktiviti banyak...tapi kat satu tempat jer...hehehe..ok, first thing first :

Muvie

Dragonball
For those big fans of Goku, I believe this film has become one of their collection in addition to the Dragonball's book series. Cinematography not bad...But it was not up to my expectation..too simple and too short..So, I can only give 1 1/2 stars to John Wong for this piece..


Race To Witch Mountain
This one much better compared to Dragonball...more adrenalin rush action and very entertaining..I would give 3 star untuk mike...


The International
Last but not least..This film is specially dedicated to BANKERS...yes, I m serious..this one memang untuk bankers...Story is about a conspiracy behind an international bank known as International Bank of Business & Credit (IBBC) as a master mind for conflicts in the middle east war, firearms black market, assasination, IMF and many more...If you could take Bourne Supremacy or those films within that category, The International definately won't fail you...


Besides Muvie..aku pun ada gak la amik few shots around the city...sampai kena marah dek security guard...bengang gak la...sebab masa tourist Jepun depan aku amik gambar dia diam je menyorok belakang signboard...sampai turn aku..berani plak dia tegur...mentang-mentang la aku cuma pakai digicam biasa and bukan dslr...cheh!! Dia kata kalau nak amik gambar kena ada orang berdiri kat situ gak..jadik model..Porrrahhh!!And guess what, petang tadi bila aku keluar dari complex tu, a few people dok amik gambar di area tuh and tak kena halau pon!!! Model apa pun tarak!! Just because diorang pakai dslr!!! Actually aku memang tau tak leh amik gambar kalau takde orang dalam photoshot tu..Yang buat aku marah ialah enforcement yang pilih kasih!! Nasib baik aku penyabar...So, aku kira tadi just nak simpan all photos in my personal file..tapi disebabkan diorang punya attitude...aku publish kat blog aku nih..bior!



I also went to Times Bookstore..beli 2 magazine photography..hehehe...segalanya berlaku di Pavillion and sebagai penutup..aku pi food court and makan mee jawa....haih..ingatkan nak makan TGI Friday tadik..but adik aku tak sokong....makanya guwe cuma makan mee jowo neng....and minumnya air bandung aja neng...demi kamu...segalanya gayak indon gituh...hehehe

Penat..nak rehat dah....

Hand In My Pocket

Good Morning Kuala Lumpur!!

Just feel like to sing this song today :

Hand In My Pocket ~ Alanis Morissette

I'm broke but I'm happy, I'm poor but I'm kind
I'm short but I'm healthy, yeah
I'm high but I'm grounded, I'm sane but I'm overwhelmed
I'm lost but I'm hopeful, baby
What it all comes down to
Is that everything's gonna be fine, fine, fine
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a high five

I feel drunk but I'm sober, I'm young and I'm underpaid
I'm tired but I'm working, yeah
I care but I'm restless, I'm here but I'm really gone
I'm wrong and I'm sorry baby

What it all comes down to
Is that everything is going to be quite alright
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is flicking a cigarette

What it all comes down to
Is that I haven't got it all figured out just yet
'Cause I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is giving a peace sign

I'm free but I'm focused, I'm green but I'm wise
I'm hard but I'm friendly, baby
I'm sad but I'm laughing, I'm brave but I'm chicken shit
I'm sick but I'm pretty baby

And what it all boils down to
Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is playing the piano

And what it all comes down to, my friends, yeah
Is that everything is just fine fine fine
I've got one hand in my pocket
And the other one is hailing a taxi cab...

Penjara High Class

Hehe....

Hari ni last working day and last day for my attachment...dok bilik hotel ni sorang-sorang..boring giler...nak keluar ..malas..kena menapak..the closest venue pun 800 metre away...

Terfikir nak makan apa nanti? Aku rase nak makan mee goreng style singapore or mamak..tau tak brape dorang charge...RM20++..hehehe

Tak order tak makan....kalau tak makan aku ni pandai jadik giler bile lapar..habis orang kat hotel ni aku pi kacau nanti...

Pas makan aku plan nak kemas barang sikit-sikit..adik aku dah komplen semalam..dia kata aku dok bilik ni sorang tapi semua benda fully occupied and utilised..sofa sume penuh ngan barang and baju baja...Auditor memang cam ni agaknye ek...ada je dia nak audit..hehehe..what to do...dia adik yang aku sayang and dia jugakla yang rajen layan aku masa kat KL ni...

By the way, if you reading this post, I forgot my theatre ticket lagi... :-( Simpan baik2 tau...I will be back and collect it from you..

Esok aku plan nak gi ronda-ronda keliling KL..nak pi tgk Hot Air 'Belon' agaknye.. tapi nak gi tengok Dragonball gak...huh..tak tau mana nak pi dulu...malam ni harap-harap dapat mimpi petunjuk mana yang baguih...hehehe

Sayang Secangkir Milo...


Salam...

Want to know something..? Masuk hari ni dah 5 hari aku bermusafir di Semenanjung Malaysia...jauh perjalanan..menyeberangi samudera Cina Selatan..Lalu terus ke Selatan tanahair...kemudian naik semula ke kota metropolitan, Kuala Lumpur...

Orang kata..cara terbaik nak mengenali seseorang adalah dengan bermusafir bersamanya..mungkin ada benar...perjalanan jauh adakalanya menguji tahap kesabaran, mental dan fizikal kita..

Rase letih..tekanan nak cepat sampai ada masanya boleh merubah sikap seseorang...The true colors shall reveal...

Hakikatnya, aku kagum dengan kesabarannya...memandu sejauh tidak kurang dari 600 km...kena pulak menunaikan tanggungjawabnya sesampai saja kami di destinasi...letih, lapar..but she still smile and laugh..knowing her..i knew she was trying very hard to remain stable...

And myself, very naughty..suke menyakat and trying her patience with all sort of things that i did during the journey..saja nak tengok limit dia sampai mana...well, obviously her level of tolerance is quite high...I love her and I care so much about her...we have no blood ties..but she is close to me more than just a friend or a sis...Irregardless of her 'degilness', 'kesengalannya' and sometimes a bit 'angin' tak tentu actually...

Tapi bila dia senyap and away...i feel lost...and miss her although I know she's just a few blocks from me...Hope she knows that i care bout her ... :-) as much as I care to have 'secangkir milo' everyday to start my day...knowing that my life is incomplete without 'milo'..I just want to say this to her : "I love you and thanx for everything"...

Maafkan bila ku tak sempurna...

Salam teman..

Aku sedar..kau sudah mula bosan ke mari..setiap kali singgah..tiada apa yang istimewa dihidang buat santapan pandangan…Maafkan aku…I know..I’ve been a bit quiet lately…A number of new things happened in my life..new workplace…new environmet..new task…semua nak kena adapt balik..kena adjust to match the situation and of course ‘expectation’…

Alhamdulillah..segalanya so far ok… I managed to complete a number of tasks for myself as well for those yang close to my heart…kalaupun aku tak dapat dapat jadi yang terbaik ..but at least I tried to fulfill apa yang aku dah janjikan…what else can I do…melainkan berharap semuanya diterima dengan senang hati…

Kenkadang aku terfikir..pada hidup aku yang serba singkat ni…ada masa rase letih sangat..letih dengan diri sendiri..cabaran yang perlu dihadapi…ada masa aku rase aku tak dapat nak teruskan….ada masa aku rasa aku dah cuba buat yang terbaik dan terdaya..tapi mungkin belum cukup baik untuk mu atau mungkin untuk orang lain...ada masa rase nak tersungkur rebah ke bumi….but selagi denyutan nadi masih ada…we still keep moving on…

Dalam masa aku mencuba memenuhi segala yang ada disekeliling aku…aku juga akan, sentiasa atau bakal terlanjur dan tersilap dalam membuat perhitungan dan takkan mungkin aku dapat menjadi yang sempurna kerana kesempurnaan hanya milikNya…Pada perkataan atau perbuatan…aku tetap ada kelemahan dan kesilapan..maafkan lah aku teman…pada kekurangan yang ada pada diri ku…blog ini..dan segalanya tentang apa yang kau pernah tahu atau kenal dari ku…maafkan aku…sesungguhnya kau berhak untuk sesuatu yang lebih baik…

Galeria Nurkasih ~ Episode 1

Salam...sorry lama tak hapdate blog..ada follower yang dah lari lagi....hehhehe..kesian...actually lately aku sebok ngan buah hati baru aku...namanye Canon Digital Ixus 870 IS...so the above slides adalah hasil aktiviti sampingan aku selama beberapa minggu nih...ada banyak lagi tapi belum sempat nak huplode sume...slowly la eh..ni kira episode pengenalan...insya'allah in future kalau ada yang baru aku akan share ngan you guys...Galeria Nurkasih ni kira album koleksi kerja aku aaaa..masih tengah belajar amik gambar...and Nurkasih Photography is my tm name...thanx to a friend sebab tolong pk bagi nama kat album aku....jumpe laei nanti...daaaaa