Dear Lord..Please help me...

Pernah tak kamu dalam situasi yang mana kawan kamu sakit dan kamu berada thousand miles accross the sea and there's nothing you can do to help her..? You can't even be with her by her side to hold her hand and said everything is going to be ok..

Pernah tak you rase totally useless and hopeless where you really want to go and see her but you dont even know where she is right now..? And even if you were there...apa yang you boleh buat to ease her pain..?

Ya Allah...tugasan dan dugaan apa lagi yang kau beri pada aku kali ini...bagaimana harus aku memikulnya..? Tiada apa yang aku tahu tentang dunia perubatan... And I m so far away from her...My Dear Lord..I really really beg you....Please help me...what should I do....?

Something to be proud of...

Salam... today aku rehat-rehat skit...taknak tulis topic heavy-heavy sangat..ehehehe...

Well, coming to end of January 09 (fuh! cepatnye masa berlalu..) dah nak masuk 4 bulan aku active blogging...thanx to my lil 'zayan'...this is part of my effective rehabilitation program aite??..hehehe

I really enjoyed blogging not because suke mengomen sana sini ke...nak attract attention ke ape..but basically just nak a place to express my thoughts and feelings...celoteh...release tension and also as a platform to meet more interesting people....

Aku kenal 'zayan' dari email..but blogging has brought us even closer..and via her...i was given the opportunity to know some of her friends...a number of young and talented people..And what makes me really proud is that, this young generation are Malay Muslims...'zayan' grad with Bachelor in Maths (our future specialist in Basel II), Zaki is currently under school of Biomedic (correct me if I'm wrong) and potentially sambung Master soon... As, our future radiologist and talented future doctor (insya'Allah)...Lyana, also our future Mathematician...Raudhah is currently studying medic in one of the oversea uni...Wanis is pursuing her Phd in one of the medic field..

Ahhh....All of these young people really impressed me indeed...diorang sanggup take the challenge ambik major yang aku sendiri dulu tak berani nak ambik...itu adalah sebahagian dari jihad sebenarnya...menunaikan fardhu kifayah....and the beauty is, diorang ada peluang untuk belajar ilmu matematik dan sains yang disulami dengan falsafah Islam...itu yang paling istimewa sekali..

My wish is just to see them untuk berjaya dalam apa jugak bidang yang diceburi..terutama yang berasaskan sains dan matematik...semoga mereka menjadi sebahagian daripada generasi yang bakal membangunkan tamadun ilmuwan Islam dibumi Allah ini sekali lagi...Insya'Allah :-)

How about me..? Hehehe..well, I m still under my 'jihad business'...memperjuangkan sebahagian daripada syiar Allah melalui sistem perbankan dan ekonomi Islam...

May Allah gives us the all strength and blessing in our jihad... Allahuakbar!!